(Note: Written about two weeks ago, rescued from drafts.)
You know, I honestly hate going to the store.
Any store, really. It doesn’t matter what I’m buying, but what’s been giving me the most headaches lately is shopping for groceries.
I’m home for the entirety of this week, my driving class over and my film classes on the horizon, and already I have been saddled with the burden of facing my impeding adult life via a trip to Whole Foods.
Hell, I can’t even drive yet! I’d love to just go on my own with a list and get it over with real quickly, but alas! It was not meant to be. My father and I went to Whole Foods, pathetically crowded by older women and mothers with their three children.
An aside: What is is with mothers having three children in succession? You don’t hear of that many people with four kids around the same age, and you only hear slightly more with two. So is it just that couples who enjoy young children often have three of them? Kids are scary, man.
But I really don’t like Whole Foods. My dad forgot his glasses, so I had to read everything for him. We walked around their for hours. I wasn’t briefed on what we had to get. The list of reasons to dislike this certain trip goes on.
But those are all small reasons. Why did I actually hate this experience? It’s not like I had anything to do, although I would have rather stayed home and gotten farther with my summer reading. But seriously, why do I hate the store so much?
It could be the constant threat of people coming up to you and asking questions like “do you need any help?”. No, actually. I don’t need any help. Thanks.
(Once in a Harris Teeter I made the mistake of voicing these thoughts, and muttered “do I look incapable?”. I really hoped no one had heard me).
Maybe the fact that I still have to go with my father is some sort of subconscious threat to my newfound teenage independence. Maybe it’s that I feel much too young to push a cart around the store, yet still yearn to depart from my father’s side as he steers the wheeled contraption.
I’m in a grocery store limbo.